Aptitude

::Rewritten 11-04-05::

I really enjoy watching architectural students at work.
The tenacity, the determination, the hard work. I pale in comparison to her slaving over her models and her scale drawings

Wallowing in my ineptitude for law
Nights when nothing makes sense
Entertaining thoughts of freelance travel-journalism as a career
I tell myself I am getting myself an education
and its just this particular time that everything's so damn s.i.l.e.n.t.