Madness

The season of ambivalence has dawned for me.

Somehow it didn't seem real. As of 1:22am right now i have no outlet save for alcohol. I crave a lonely drive around the night expressways but i kinda got busted yesterday and they've kept the keys. I'm finally free from the madding crowd, but what's in store after switching off the phone is hardly enjoyable at all, not now.

Current playlist:

*Embrace - Gravity
*Brian McFadden - Real to Me
*Radiohead - Paranoid Android
*2046 Soundtrack - Addagio
*Keane - Somewhere only we know


For moments when no words of Glenn and Merryman make sense, when i just lie motionless on the floor and awash in this melancholy. Let the mental wrist cutting begin.